getting anxious

I went in for my Beta this morning at 6am and usually I get a call from the nurse around lunchtime to tell me the results. So it is now 11 and I am getting really anxious. I really don't think it will be positive since I did get a negative test already. However, there is that glimmer of hope that it showed up today and I am pregnant. I am trying to keep myself busy, but I can't concentrate on anything at work today.

I guess the one upside to a negative would be stopping the prometrium! But it really isn't that big of a deal. I would put up with that for my whole pregnancy if it meant I was actually pregnant.

But the wait continues...

not very hopeful

I don't know what is wrong with me. I was really hopeful once I realized that the IUI was pretty well timed. but now that the days to my Beta are closing in I am getting less and less hopeful. I guess it is a defense mechanism so that I don't get hurt, but I know I still will be hurt if I get a BFN. Also my temps are going up higher than they ever have before. Definitely makes me wish that I kept temping after FF confirmed O. I just can't figure out if the progesterone suppossitories are making my temps go up. And because I am on them AF won't come until I stop.

This is going to be a long week! I go for my Beta friday at 6am.

Let the blogging begin

After reading a few blogs here and there on the bump I decided to start my own.

I am currently in my 2WW after our first IUI and need something to take my mind off of waiting. Especially since I am now taking Progesterone Suppositories (awesome) and will not get my period until I stop taking them.

So I hope that this helps to keep me as occupied as bumping does.

And i will keep a running track of my meds. This month I am taking Synthoid and Glumetza daily, Clomid CD 3-7, Ovidrel, and now Prometrium. And I had a back to back IUIs 4/8 & 4/9.