So i don't even know where to begin. This past week has been the biggest emotional rollercoaster that I have ever experienced. From the pure elation from seeing my first BFP and seeing the look of sheer happiness on my DH's face, to the devestating news that my Beta was going down and that it was looking like it would be a loss. I can't stand the fact that this happened and when I first told my DH that it wasn't looking good I just lost it.
Then when it was confirmed yesterday I just felt numb. I really don't understand. Why is it so easy for some people? I keep trying to see positive in this. At least we were able to get pregnant in the first place. That is a positive, right?
But now I am scared it will take us a long time to get that second chance. And who is to say that that one will stick??
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So sorry you are going through this. Hugs.
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((huge hugs)) I am so, so sorry. It isn't fair. Don't feel like you have to search for anything positive right now. (unless that is what will help) It's ok to just grieve and be pissed off. Please know that I am here if you need to talk or vent.
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel. I am so so sorry that you have to go through this. I know that finding the positives are not easy, but sometimes it just helps to know that you are not alone. If you ever want to chat feel free to message me.
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